Jealously

Always remember not everyone is going to be in your corner. As I'm growing into the women I want to be I'm noticing how it's starting to effect some of the people around me. I have a lot of nonbelievers, doubters, and people who's praying for my downfall. I'm becoming so immune to people around me secretly hating that I'm not even surprised anymore. Although it still sucks and hurts to know that the same people you're willing to share your world with doesn't really want you to live it I'm strong enough now to cut off the dead weight. I no longer care if I have friends or others approval I'm unbothered by the fact I might not have the same friends to share my future success with. All I need is my family rite now my real supporters my rock my shoulder when I need someone to lean on my cloth when I need my tears wiped. My world is changing for the better and I'm thankful for the blessing. I guess this is my test god is showing me what's best I want ever be afraid to test the waters and push myself to the limits. This is what sets me apart from the rest I dare to be different and refuse to be a copy my whole life I've been told what I could and couldn't do now that I'm doing whatever I set my mind to I realize the sky is the limit I'm determined to push through these hard obstacles. Remember basic beings only recognize basic things. Not everyone is going to understand your drive but your life is not for everyone to understand because it's your life. I'm living with no regrets I'm living and learning as I go. I couldn't be in a more happier place. Thanks to you the ones who roll your eyes when I talk about my accomplishments the one who smacks your lip when I tell my testimony and the one who doubt my next power moves and the ones who's letting your envy for me take over I really appreciate it you give that extra pep that I need. I'm on the road to success let me show you how it's possible. Muah!